Lack of sleep is killing me..

Hello everyone! It's been a while since I last wrote her right? It's 3.36am right now and I'm still awake. I've been facing this problem for more than 3 days and I'm starting to get worried and sick of it.

Am I depressed?

Am I having Insomnia?

Or is it because I missed Honey a lot?

Honey's picture is on the screen now and I'm just staring at it since the start. Just a few days left till I get to meet her again. I can't wait. I missed her a lot and I don't know how to describe it, god knows how much.

Sometimes I wonder, how many people out there is attracted to me and Honey. I don't know, since the day we started our relationship. There's always people who just can't accept the fact that I'm having a relationship with Honey.

I don't know whats wrong with the people out there, Don't you people know that I loved her so much? Why can't you guys just accept the fact that you can't take me away from her? I love her and please don't interfere with our relationship.

If anything happen between me and Honey, I will hunt you down. Don't you ever try to do anything that can ruin my relationship. I hate it!

130km/h in the rain.."HONEY"

It has been a while since I last wrote here. Well, today I'm back today to give you some rants.

Nothing changed during my absence, I still wake up late, sleep late, everything late. For today, I just got the mood to drive around and its my lucky day. My aunty's boyfriend wanted to borrow our car to send his brother to Tanjung Malim. He got here just a few minutes when I'm chatting with Honey and I'm not lucky.

We take off straight when he reached my place to Cheras to take his brother and from there, he took the wheels and drive to Tanjung Malim. Well, it was a nice drive and my head just couldn't stop thinking about Honey like always. I miss her *SOBS*.

We reached Tanjung Malim around 6.45pm and we had dinner at a Tom Yam shop. I ate Chinese fried rice "nyam nyam" with fried eggs. It was nice and hell yeah I enjoyed it. My aunty's boyfriend hang around with his friends for a moment and I just sit in the car with my auntie waiting for him to finish crapping with his friends.

The time has come for me to drive to KL this time. I turn on the ignition, Drive my way to the Highway. The weather was clear when we are on our way to the highway but then, It started to rain and I'm not even scared of it like other newbies who just got their license. I turn on the wiper to the 2nd speed and move on.

I was following the flow and yes, I'm still thinking about Honey and talking to myself about how much I missed her. When I was talking with myself, I didn't realize that the car is moving 130km/h in the heavy rain. Maybe for some drivers they would go like "Oh my god, I'm driving 130. I need to slow down."

You want to know what I said to myself?

"WOW..130km/h while thinking about Honey, Honey I missed you so much. Woi, Remember there's people loving you out there! Slow down..."

Thats what I said to myself when I saw the meter was pointing at 130. And the conversation between me and myself goes on till I reached home. And from what happen, it gave me the idea of writing this blog. *LAUGHS*

HONEY I MISS YOU A LOT..HAIH...I LOVE YOU..