Spices, Sugar, Everything NICE and BAD...

Hello, it's been a tiring day today and I'm sleepy. You might be asking why I am not asleep right now. It's because I am writing this blog, I'm still working a lil bit and I don't want someone to get pissed off because I am sleeping my ass off. BTW, Hani's sick and sleeping.

So, I would like to start with spices a.k.a as bad news. I'm having a bad flu and sore throat, Overwork is the cause of it and there's some people telling that I did nothing but just play Halo 3 and sleep all day. Well, like ros said 'xpe, pedulikan mereka.. ko buat keje ko sudah.' I want to sleep but I can't..ghaaa... Oh yea. I've got a complain from honey that I'm ignoring here this few days, I don't know what to say. Maybe it's true because I've been doing my work and sleep the whole day. I'm like a vampire but that hunts during the night but I draw during the night and play Halo 3.

And so for the sugar a.k.a good news is. I've finish half of my drawing and it's cool. I've help a lot this few days, I don't know why. That's the only good news, I think.

Okay, Now for the side story. My uncle is staying with us now and he's going to renovate my house a little and I might be his assistant when my semester break starts. Honey has already fallen in love with Joey again after swingging around from Gerard to Jared, From Jared to Joey again. Girls with Celeb's, Nothing can stop them from it and even guys are the same too sometimes. Speaking of Fans. I've watch a movie this morning called "The Fan". It's quite an old movie and I bet it's been release before I was born.

The movie is about a guy who is soooooooooooooo obsessed with a stage star. The guy who acted as the psycho is Michael Biehn (the guy who acted in the 1st terminator). He's just a fan that just gone too far. Some of his attitude reminds me of Honey but the only thing that made them different is; the gender and the will to kill someone just to get to that particular person. LOL.

I've even watch Cloverfield with my siblings. I know it's been a decade since that movie came out. And what could I say about the movie? It's great, I love the concept but it sucks as a movie.

I became overtired due to my works and my brain wouldnt shut off, so i thought id do something more productive. Now the question is, do i go to sleep and waste the day or tough it out and sleep tonight

resting is not an option..

I just finished doing 10 drawings and I'm going to continue my work right after I finish this.

Finals are close and I'm working like hell. I know I should take a rest or something but well, I don't think I need it. Most people think I just relax and don't give a damn about my studies. Well, I'll show them this time, I know it's insane but its just something that I have to do. If I fail again this time. I'm not stopping. I am still going to repeat the same course again, say whatever you want. This is what I want, My own faith is on mine and god's hand. I'm not giving up.

If my parents don't want to pay my fees, It's okay. I don't mind. I'll try to find away. Maybe find a job somewhere. I'm not asking myself to fail but then god knows if all my efforts will take me to the next level. I know he's testing me and I will take the test patiently, I know whatever he gave me has a good reason behind it and I thank him for everything that he gave me.

I don't know what to write anymore. So, I guess this is all I can write for now.

Fuck..

I suddenly felt moody all the sudden. Fuck. Nearly 90% of people that i've known have gone to watch tiesto spin! The event start at 8 and finish at 4am. WTF!!

Well, It's just my luck. Now, I have to wait for I don't know how many years for him to come again. And while waiting for him to come here, I can't wait to listen to his single from In search of sunrise 7: asia which he recorded in Asia.

FUCK THOSE MAMBANGS THAT AVOID ME FROM GOING THERE.

yo yo yo...

YO! I just woke up from the floor. I never slept on the bed everytime when I come home. Honey might be mad if she knows I'm online now. Sorry dear, I bangun awal. hhehehe..xleh nak sambung tido da. Love u deyarrrr..

It's been a while. I don't know and I'm lazy to count how long I haven't write a single thing here. What I can say is, I'm having the ride of my life. Good, bad, sad, really sad, really really sad situations I have faced. I'm going to write from the 1st to the last event that happen during my absence.

First of all, I nearly lose someone because of the people around me and my own mistake. Well, I'm lucky it didn't happen. If it did happen, History repeats again but it involves other person. Thank god, everything is going great now and we're happy.

Everyone in my family are facing all kinds of shit for the past 3 months. Paranormal shits if I could say. Man, I'm getting bored of this paranormal shit that is happening and I can't wait to end it. Next week someone is coming to our house to do some stuff and I hope this time, It'll be gone for good.

I even sent my new walkman phone to the shop, For fuck sake I don't know who the hell did set a lock code for the phone. It's sad that I never seen my phone for more than a week.

I guess that is all I could write for now. Bye bye people.