a thousand apologies

SO AFRAID!
Thoughts come my way,
LOSE IT ALL!
But it was nothing anyway,
WHAT'S DONE IS DONE!
And I know I'll be saved,
In time you will,
SO MOVE ON!
God said he'd help me through

BETRAYED!
My plans award me,
IT'S NEVER UP TO ME!
I know that I'll break,
HOW FAR KID?!
Coz from here it looks like a long way down, I can't climb back up,


And have I ever asked for more?
Was I that Insecure?